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Looking out my front door


Blue sky and sunshine are the order of the day today.  It is hard to be a gloomy doomer on such a lovely day, so I don’t think that I’ll bother.

So today I will spend some time discussing the sorry state of the world and my place in it and the tendency of folks here on the internet to seize upon and inflate the “we’re all fucked” meme.  

Surprisingly, my man crush JMG came out with a warning yesterday that he teased out of the mundane astrology side-hustle that he has going.  I am a little to this side of ambivalent when it comes to mundane astrology.  I think that personal astrology is a bunch of nonsense, but I do think that there are hints to be garnered in mundane astrology.  Please don’t ask for further explanation, it is just a feeling and I only ascribe a 50%-65% correlation between mundane astrology and reality.  And that estimate of correlation is drawn directly from my nether-regions.

I kinda feel that the correlation between what JMG came up with and the sorry state of affairs here in the land o’ the free might well be up in the 80% range.  Since this is higher than my usual estimate of efficacy, I pay more attention than usual.

So, I took the time to break out my overpriced and flimsy Knapp-Hall Tarot cards and pulled a single card while thinking about the current shitshow and JMG’s take on it.  I pulled the King of Swords.  Not a terrible card, but one that emphasizes the qualities that the current political elite (and that includes all parties and candidates) seem to be short on.

My I Ching today tossed out Hexagram 64.  

BEFORE COMPLETION. Success.

But if the little fox, after nearly completing the crossing,

Gets his tail in the water,

There is nothing that would further.

The conditions are difficult. The task is great and full of responsibility. It is nothing less than that of leading the world out of confusion back to order. But it is a task that promises success, because there is a goal that can unite the forces now tending in different directions. At first, however, one must move warily, like an old fox walking over ice. The caution of a fox walking over ice is proverbial in China. His ears are constantly alert to the cracking of the ice, as he carefully and circumspectly searches out the safest spots. A young fox who as yet has not acquired this caution goes ahead boldly, and it may happen that he falls in and gets his tail wet when he is almost across the water. Then of course his effort has been all in vain. Accordingly, in times “before completion,” deliberation and caution are the prerequisites of success.

So, my take on the whole thing is that the conditions for change are in place and now we get to go through the necessary pain and suffering to arrive better on the other side.  

This doesn’t mean that things aren’t going to suck. But from what I drew, and coupled with what JMG came up with in his research, it looks like we will get the changes made and there are going to be some unhappy people.  

Oh, and it will probably suck big-time, but it’s been a long time coming.  

As we used to say back in the day when I donned helmet and shoulder pads, “Keep your head on a swivel!” you never really know when people are going to try and knock you on your ass.

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I am thinking that I am curious about the state of play concerning the upcoming interview with Putin by the good Mr. Carlson.  Turning points are interesting things.  One never knows exactly where they happen.  We live in an undiscovered country. 

We reside in a strange corner of the undernet.  I think that the folks here at Dreamwidth are neither part of the moral majority nor godless commies.  I suppose that the bulk of the group here are unbelievers.  Granted, everyone here is looking and attempting a belief, but it also seems that the overall trend is that of unbelief in any of the dominant narratives concerning any subject.

Lots of things are in play right now.  We seem to be living in a uncertainty brought about by rapid change.  It seems to me that the rate of change is accelerating and the uncertainty increasing with that acceleration.  In other words, folks are freaking out.  I have been tempted to do so myself, but it is just too much work and I am too damn old.

I have to constantly suppress my paranoia lately.  I have to remind myself that things have looked pretty strange in the past and the folks I know and I have managed to navigate the shoals in a safe manner.  I have to remind myself about the truth of homeostasis in complex cultural systems (after all, homeostasis is the sole purpose of a cultural system).

So I am attempting to keep calm and carry on. But it is important to understand the history and the times from whence that little aphorism came about.  I think that things might be coming to a head and some folks might react in some fairly strange and dangerous ways.  Keep your head on a swivel and be aware.  I am genuinely hoping that things will settle down one way or another, but the chances of things heading south seem to be increasing.  I don't think that we are even at 50:50 yet, but the numbers are climbing that way



shyte

Mar. 7th, 2022 08:38 am
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Expressionism / Fikret Mualla Saygi/ Yellow Dress


Had a great weekend bullshitting and partying with the posse.

https://youtu.be/QA4DG804VuI

I sent the crew a link yesterday.  I think that it had a bunch of relevance to our ongoing conversations here and in e-mail.

 https://peterludlow.medium.com/the-varieties-of-bullshit-5edd5b0aff4e

Now, I think that there needs to be a clear definition that what was done while smoking dope and drinking did in fact constitute bullshit, but it is the Biggie Smalls flavor of bullshit.  This form of bullshit is how males bond and reinforce friendships.  I consider this to be a good thing.

What I am proposing is three domains of bullshit.  

  1. Domestic Bullshit (as described above):  This is the largest domain and the least harmful.  It is the realm of armchair generals and recliner head coaches, and monday morning quarterbacks.  If they actually offered the ability to make real the opinions/theories held here, the purveyors of such would likely run the other direction as fast as their feet would carry them.

  2. Workplace Bullshit:  This is hierarchical bullshit.  It usually involves work that has no real purpose other than assisting one’s supervisors efforts to shove their nose up the upper management’s ass to improve their chances of joining those hollowed ranks.  It usually is fluff and administrative nonsense that allows the supervisor assigning it to prove that they can kiss ass with the best of them.  (Note:  In the actual workplace, both domestic bullshit and workplace bullshit, but they merely coexist in a particular spacetime locus.  Care must be taken to differentiate).

  3. Academic Bullshit:  This is the smallest domain.  It is folks somewhere, somehow, having the time and energy to sit down, and to the best of their abilities, set down the nature and direction of a complex world in letters and number on a sheet of paper or a tragically inconvenienced stream of electrons.  The range of potential subject matter is inexhaustible and the ability to understand and express the full range of nuance required for conveying the vagaries of a complex world are pretty thin on the ground.

This is only a first (and most likely last) attempt to categorize this ephemera we call bullshit.  It is a valid term with any number of uses and covers a broad swath of humanities actions/communications.

I will probably think about the knock-on effects of bullshit over the next couple of days.  I am thinking that there is some meat here to explore prior to putting out more bullshit here in this cul de sac of the internet.  



Preachers

Dec. 8th, 2021 05:59 am
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Symbolism / Ivan Milev/ King Marko


The Truth™.

Love the fact that everyone seems to know it but no one can quite “nail it down”.  We get our information third and fourth hand (minimum) and rarely if ever go out and look at the data sets.  People wake up to their cell phone and check the weather.  Never for a moment does it occur to them to open the door and look outside.

Local events are mediated by the local news.  Portland according to most is a dystopian hellscape stalked by antifa and regularly invaded by marauding bands of proud boys, yet my favorite restaurant for Chinese dumplings (I am going there tonight with a friend) is pretty damn close to the action and even on the nights that I went to check out the “riots” I thought the whole issue overwrought.  I actually remember walking over to a food cart to grab a burrito and then eating it while watching the show.

But even with direct observation, you have to filter through a set of your own physical and ideological filters.  When checking the weather, I am likely to say just how nice a day it is while she complains bitterly about the return of the Cryogenian.  Having wandered through the jungles of SE Asia, my definition of violence is different from that of a gated community princess.  

The world that we live in is a compendium of around eight billion points of view.  None quite see the same thing the same way.  I just wish folks would stop talking about the Truth™.

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Pop Art / James Rosenquist/ Off the Continental Divide


Starting this the day before posting while on duty.  Lots of time to write during the day so I will spend some time talking about “science”.  

I think that the mythology of science has taken over from the day to day grunt work of actually being a scientist.  This is never a good thing.  What this brings to mind to me is the mythology of the “discovery” of DNA by Watson and Crick.  

I am of two minds on this one, and to be truthful their getting the Nobel was  a bit of a stretch and will forever be in question due to the presence of Rosalind.  They figured out the double helix and figured out that it contained instructions.  But really, how much of this was their work and how important the simplistic discovery was has always been kind of beyond me.  

But they had the press behind them and Watson was always a ruthless self-promoter who made every effort to reinforce the idea that he was the smartest guy in the room.  I had the joy of spending a week or so at Cold Spring Harbor in the eighties and had brief glances at a towering ego and was grateful to retreat to my no-name lab in the wasteland.  

What always amazed me was the way that Oswald Avery and Marshall Nirenberg were frozen out of any prestige.  Oswald showed DNA could produce inheritable changes in 1944.  Marshall did the meticulous and soul-crushingly boring day to day work of figuring out how the genetic code worked.

All Watson and Crick did was to interpret pretty pictures taken by someone else.

So, let's talk about Fauci’s little gaffe that I spoke of yesterday.  

“It's easy to criticize, but they're really criticizing science because I represent science. That's dangerous,”

I think that science today is more like the renaissance papacy than the purity of Popper or the rigor of Einstein.  In a sense, Fauci, with his statement saying that he “represents” science is no different than the long term assertion by the Papacy and the anti-conciliarist movement of the doctrine of papal infallibility.  I think that it is surprising that anyone can allow a single man to claim to represent the “truth” of a particular faith.  But Fauci has been in the position of the Doctor-Pope for quite a while now.  The NIH is the source of funding for way too many research projects and being chosen for funding is a sign that you have bought into the orthodoxy.  Oddly enough, the quote from a off-brand piece of tentacle fiction by one of my favorite authors seems to be extremely appropriate here.

“Most fields of study have been through the exact equivalent, whenever a few prominent scholars and their allies come to dominate a given branch of scholarship, and control access to the important journals and the sources of grant money. The result, invariably, is intellectual stagnation.

The role the Fauci and the NIH have played over the past thirty years have tainted the way that science works.  The funding and the control of direction of research engendered in the actual funding process keeps the focus of research tight, and the atomization of the publication process doesn’t allow a broad view of the complex subjects that need to be explored if we will have any chance of getting out of this mess.

Nope, like the medieval church, the church of science has been corrupted to its core.  

I don’t know how this will play out.  I do know how the renaissance papacy played out.  

From: 

Principles of Research

address by Albert Einstein (1918)

(Physical Society, Berlin, for Max Planck's sixtieth birthday)

IN the temple of science are many mansions, and various indeed are they that dwell therein and the motives that have led them thither. Many take to science out of a joyful sense of superior intellectual power; science is their own special sport to which they look for vivid experience and the satisfaction of ambition; many others are to be found in the temple who have offered the products of their brains on this altar for purely utilitarian purposes. Were an angel of the Lord to come and drive all the people belonging to these two categories out of the temple, the assemblage would be seriously depleted, but there would still be some men, of both present and past times, left inside. Our Planck is one of them, and that is why we love him.

I am quite aware that we have just now lightheartedly expelled in imagination many excellent men who are largely, perhaps chiefly, responsible for the buildings of the temple of science; and in many cases our angel would find it a pretty ticklish job to decide. But of one thing I feel sure: if the types we have just expelled were the only types there were, the temple would never have come to be, any more than a forest can grow which consists of nothing but creepers. For these people any sphere of human activity will do, if it comes to a point; whether they become engineers, officers, tradesmen, or scientists depends on circumstances. Now let us have another look at those who have found favor with the angel. Most of them are somewhat odd, uncommunicative, solitary fellows, really less like each other, in spite of these common characteristics, than the hosts of the rejected. What has brought them to the temple? That is a difficult question and no single answer will cover it. To begin with, I believe with Schopenhauer that one of the strongest motives that leads men to art and science is escape from everyday life with its painful crudity and hopeless dreariness, from the fetters of one's own ever shifting desires. A finely tempered nature longs to escape from personal life into the world of objective perception and thought; this desire may be compared with the townsman's irresistible longing to escape from his noisy, cramped surroundings into the silence of high mountains, where the eye ranges freely through the still, pure air and fondly traces out the restful contours apparently built for eternity.


abide

Aug. 1st, 2021 10:28 am
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New Realism (American Realism) / Edward Hopper/ Hotel Lobby



I am am
used by folks thinking that they can “save” the world.

I am fairly certain that the world is entirely indifferent to our hopes, aspirations, opinions, and judgements.  Simply put, your opinions about how the world should be simply don’t matter.

Now, before you get all hot and bothered, I want you to spend a little time pondering the little chart on the miocene.  Really, spend some time with it.  The timeframe is between five million and twenty three million years ago.  

Then I want to have you wander over to the quaternary period and check things out there.  Check out lots of things.  Animals, weather, seas, check out what the folks who try to do science without being whores to someone think about the earth and its past.

We are in a weird place, our whole world rotates around the idea that things should remain constant.  But all of the information tells us that the world is fire and change.

Our lifetimes are miniscule and our effects minor.

Earth abides.



Traction

Jul. 26th, 2021 06:14 am
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Expressionism / Jacoba van Heemskerck/ Harbor Scene


Most everyone I know is having a spot of bother.  It seems to me that the world is stripping away security from folks who have spent their whole life chasing security.  I feel bad for folks, because it looked as though folks might be rich and their lives planned out enough that they could coast.

Just kinda seems to me though that coasting is only an option on flat terrain where you have worked up a head of steam.  It is also possible if you are on a gentle downhill.  

The current forecast seems to me to be a serious downslope for the next little while.  Now, let’s use a bike as a mental model.  Coasting is possible on the flat when you have built up a pretty good head of steam.  But if the terrain is flat you gotta start pumping again.  

The best is a gradual downslope.  Work your way up to the crest of the hill and see a long slow downslope and you nearly always get a smile on your face.  You get to put some serious mileage down with a minimum of effort.  The breeze cools you, life is just fine.

But let's say for a moment that you come around a corner of what appeared to be a pleasant session of coasting and you see a sign announcing a steep and curvy section coming up.   20% grade and curvy.  Well backaroos, I don’t know about you, but that is a butt-pucker in a serious way.

Kinda makes you want to keep an eye peeled for signs, Doesn’t it?


hot

Jun. 28th, 2021 07:01 am
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Romanticism / John Atkinson Grimshaw/ A Mossy Glen


Just kinda hunkering down in the heat.  It sucks.  Better get used to it.  I am glad that the grid is holding up.

112 here yesterday, rumor has it 115 today.



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Kombucha Snot Forming (9-11-20)

I am tired of thinking right now.  it's Sunday morning, the air quality index is DOWN to 502 and I am not really interested in writing about anything meaningful. 

So let's talk about gut flora and regular shitting.  That is about the level I want to deal with today. 

I tend to think, and there is data out there that a lot of the problems of us geezers boil down to the simple fact that we eat a lot of weird stuff that our gut flora doesn't like.  We are a holobiont after all and taking care of the little critters that help up on our way is just a good idea. 

Here in hippie-town, guzzling $5.00 bottle of fermented tea is virtue and status signalling of the highest sort.  The stuff ain't bad at all, and if you pimp it up a bit is is refreshing and happy-making.  But five bucks a bottle is just fucking ridiculous.  So, I decided that if I can brew my own beer and cider, there wasn't any reason that I can't brew Kombucha.

So off to the little Russian store I went to pick up a bag of tea.  Russian store sell leaf black tea cheap.  And you get to hang out with Russians who as a group are pretty chill.  $6.99 later and I am walking out with 500 grams of whole leaf black tea. 

So, making the stuff seems pretty simple.  I started on 9-5-20.   I poured around three quarts of water into my stock pot, added 1.5 cups of sugar, a cup and a half of the aforementioned black tea, a half cup of distilled white vinegar (for acid) and a chopped up ginger root (I used one of my hop bags for the tea and the ginger).  I I brought the whole mess to a boil and then turned off the heat and let it cool naturally.  When it cools, pulled out the tea/ginger and poured the mess into a one gallon glass jar (equipped with handy-dandy spigot from the local second hand store).

Now the initial culture medium is prepped.  Now you have to spend more money and find a bottle of hippie shit and use it for the starter.  I went down to the Grocery Outlet an picked up a bottle there.  Make sure that the bottle says live cultures.  Dump that in the sweetened tea and start waiting. 

The picture at the top shows the SCOBY (symbiotic culture of bacteria and yeast) that eat up all that yummy sugar and turn it into tart stuff to pour down your gullet at six days out.  Doesn't look like much at six days.  just a scum over the top of the culture medium. 

SO, I am thinking this is pretty easy stuff in theory. 

It's Monday morning and getting ready for the daily toil.  SCOBY is opaque and all the way across the top. 

Mistakes

Aug. 14th, 2020 04:18 am
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Made it through another week.  Coming to the conclusion that I have to restart self-discipline and get back to losing weight.  I am not going to step on a scale for another couple of weeks and just try to get my weight down to where I am mildly disappointed with myself before I start doing the monitor.

I do blame the Rona for all this.  It isn't precisely true, but close enough.  Mitigation is important to mental health and self-forgiveness.

I think that I have decided not to move back to Vantucky.  I just really don't want to live there again.  As a town, it is just kinda creepy.  I won't stay in Stumptown past my retirement, but I am not going back to the land of pickups and Q'anon.

So I am back to riding the storm out here.  Overall not a bad place to do it.  I think that I am ensconced enough in job and habitat to last out here pretty snugly.  Since the initial option (read here:  the easy option) was rejected, I can take a bit of time to study the next option.

Now:  Onto politics and controversy. 

In a lot of senses, I think that the Dem's made a mistake with Kamala.  Really bad one.  She brings nothing electoral to the ticket.  Being a true-blue Californian, her hometown vote was going to Biden anyway so she brought nothing to the ticket.  Where Biden needs help in the midwest, where the bitch lost in 2016 (and don't think for a moment that Trumpwad won the midwest in 2016, a more correct statement is that Hillary lost it).

So, we now have four botox grifters at the head of the ballot.  Kamala and Pence seem to be comparable.  Biden and Trumpwad weem to be comparable.  

What a fucking mess.

Ramble

May. 3rd, 2020 08:01 am
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Before and After
Fishing in Central Oregon

05/02/20

To balance yesterday’s excessive drive, today is a stay at home day, gonna bake some bread, gonna brew some beer, going to spend more time thinking.

Today’s beer is the first of several batches to work out the long-term methodology for brewing in the post-Rona world. So first thing that you do is take your trusty 4-gallon, purchased from WalMart pot and add approximately three pounds of liquid malt extract and approx. two pounds of dextrose. Fill up the teapot and bring the water to a boil (approximately three-quarters of a gallon) and use the boiling water to bring all the dextrose and the liquid malt extract into solution. Now stick the pot under the faucet and fill to around three-quarters full. Put it on the burner on medium low and begin the temperature ramp.

This batch is starting out with a specific gravity of around 1.072

I tossed in about a third pound of dark crystal malt for the non-fermentable sugars and the yummy mouthfeel and head. These went in early. I will fish them out around 155 F.

Let’s talk about the temperature ramp. I use an old electric range to brew with. It came with the apartment. I tend to not be in a hurry when I brew. It is a baking/cooking/cleaning/choring thing. One of the things that I think will be going away for good is the idea of the weekend being only for recreation because your life sucks. So brew and bake and clean and do chores on one of the weekend days. You will get stuff done and your place will be a place worth staying in. If you think of it as a burden, it will be. If you think about it as a part of a good life, you will be surprised how content it will make you.

Back to the temperature ramp. I go slow at medium-low because that way the bottom of the pot doesn’t burn and give your beer a nasty taste. I also use the slow ramp to steep the grains and kinda cook them a bit so that the remainder can be used in cookies for fiber and texture.

When the mix hits 160 F, I full out the bag of grains and let them drain. Today they are going into a peanut butter-coconut-chocolate chip concoction. I would give you the recipe, but I just made it up and there you go. They taste good.

30 grams of AA=5.7 Cascade hops go into the boil for 50 minutes. 15 grams of the same goes in at 50 minutes and boil for another 10 minutes with the initial. Turn the heat off, pull the hop bags and wait for tomorrow morning to transfer to fermenter.

05/03/20

Woke up this AM and got the laundry into the washing machines. Then spent time searching around for something that will give me a clue as which way to jump. Alas, there is nothing. So I sat down quietly at the kitchen table and started writing while the eldest slept. When he shows signs of life, I will be doing the transfer of yesterday’s wert to the fermenter. I will also work through the process for baking bread in light of yesterday’s debacle.

The debacle yesterday consisted of not being careful about the heat of the proofing area. Since I was baking cookies, I forget that the area around the stove gets warmer than is good for the process. Well, after a four hour initial rise and a four hour final rise, the crust of the bread stuck to the towel in the proofing bowl. Ripped the crust right off the loaf. So the gasses that would normally rise escaped instead and I have a flattish cracker, more reminiscent of a Norwegian rye cracker that the rye bread that I was attempting. Sigh. But truth be told, I learned something, and next time will be closer to the mark.

Screed

Mostly this whole piece today is a ramble. Sorry about that, but life is like that sometime. I mostly wanted to say that we are in a holding pattern until we figure out what is actually going on.

The Rona is still an unknown. There are any number of petty Cassandras out there who are trying to foist their view of the future off as the undiluted truth. But no one knows. I am and have been a heretic, I walked away from the world of scientific truth a long while ago because the “experts” that everyone is looking to for solutions are really not that correct that often when it comes to a problem that lies outside of their narrow field of research. Virologists see things one way, epidemiologists see things another way, primary practice docs see things another way, ER doc’s see things yet another.

That doesn’t even take in the political and economic views of the problem. How did Sweden really do? Is Italy’s lockdown really that effective? The data is very subjective and what is read about things usually have a heavy dose of spin.

I am coming more and more to the conclusion that the is thing is fractal in nature. Looking at it at a high level gives you a different picture than looking at its lower levels. The lower levels give a lot of information, but no idea of the interconnections. The higher levels give you a big picture but don’t really allow you to change that much with fixes.

We have a while before we understand what is happening. What we are seeing now is a super-big discussion concerning risk management. What risks are acceptable and to who. Mostly is seems that the Proles are being sacrificed for Bougie safety. Should be nothing but fun while this thing works its way through the process.
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 Constructivism / Erich Buchholz/ Golden circle in red and white
Constructivism / Erich Buchholz/ Golden circle in red and white

Hung out with J. last night.  Wish I could figure out what the hell that is all about.  I am thinking it is a moth to flame kind of thing.  Sigh.

Felling better about the work thing today.  My feelings of ownership are dropping, my sense of responsibility for the upcoming debacle is down.  Might get through this last little bit with a shred of sanity.


Screed:

Bit of a babble today....sorry

I am amused by the Iowa thing.  I really couldn't give fuck one about the results.  I am however amused by peoples reaction to the process.  I think that I am going to attempt a very strange analogy and discussion here, so bear with me.

The analogy is American football and Politics.  

But I am specifically drawing a scene where the main actor is the instant replay.  

Look, both the main activities are messy, nearly violent, obsessive competitions.  Rules are defined, but the rules are such that they are quite well suited to "cheating" and extremely prone to behaviors that go "right up to the line" on the legality of any related activity.  The Raiders used to be, and the Patriots currently are the leading proponent of this behavior.

In politics the behaviors are less well defined.  In Iowa, they are a complete and utter mess.  Where in most states the deals are done at conventions where the professionals and the completely bought in run the show and stage manage the results, the caucuses are what you get when something that resembles actual democracy is tried out.  

So, lets bring back in the instant replay.  I think that this has cost the game of football its soul.  Micromanagement by the league (and there is a reason they are called officials) now delays the game and takes the humanity out of the game.  Yes, there are bad calls and mistakes.  Sometimes teams win or lose by the consequences of these mistakes.  My feeling is: so be it.

I think that what you are seeing in Iowa is the media and the elite (equivalent here to the League and the Owners) is the attempt by the elites to stage manage the election to ensure that the properly anointed members of this coterie are raised on the pedestal.  The elite do this to insure that only their own are given a seat at the table, the media do it to insure their profits and seat at the elite table.

I like Iowa.  Probably the closest thing we have in America to a true Democracy.  I really think that the media is making the game worse by the spotlight shone on a ugly, jerry-rigged system that kinda works, but doesn't allow the elite to control it.

Counting

Dec. 19th, 2019 05:42 am
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Tough time dragging my ass out of bed today.  It is never easy, today was especially onerous. 

I think that Saturday will be my Christmas shopping day.  Little presents and cards will be the order of the day.  Stop in at a couple of bars for some Christmas cheer and I might be able to get over the Christmas grumpiness.  Truthfully, Since Saturday is Yule and the Solstice, I think that I will mentally forego the "Christmas" portion of the holiday and celebrate the Yule instead, then just spend a Morning with the family on Christmas.

I guess that the giving of gifts is more important to me than the giving of gifts, I got pretty much everything a person can need, and truthfully, it seems that most of gifts are little things that end up under the category of clutter.  I do try to give gifts that are appreciated.  Chocolate and Wine and events are how I propose to go this year. 

I do hope for the case of Spam though.


Screed

OK, now that the House has decided to throw the big impeachment mud ball at Trump, I am curious as to what the fuck they plan to do next?  Unless I have suddenly lost my grasp of the composition of the Senate and the requirements of the Constitution, I can't see what this accusation does.  Because remember, first and foremost, articles of impeachment are just accusation.  The Senate sits in judgement with Chief Justice Roberts deciding.

I am kinda hoping that Mitch McConnell shows some common sense and just goes with the opening arguments and then a vote.  Let's get this damn thing over with. 

I am still astonished that the Dem's actually went through with this climax to their extended hissy fit.  I give them less than 5% chance of getting a conviction.  The reason that I think/hope that McConnell will go with the "one and done" option is that, should they actually hold a trial, the stink of Washington politics will sufficiently poison the political/social arena to cause even greater damage to a fragile body politic.  Always remember, if there is a trial, the Defense/Republicans will get to ask a lot of questions and the Democrats are probably dirtier than the Republican.

And that my friends, is very hard to pull off.

N'est Pas?

Nov. 20th, 2019 05:39 am
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Ugh, getting to be the time of the year where seeing blue sky is limited.  No sitting out on the porch sunning myself and reading, no pleasant walks in the sun.  There is too much grey and overcast and I am liking it less and less as the years go by. 

But this gives me food for thought.  A lot of the time lately has been spent in the thinking through of the mechanics of retirement.  Like it or not, the mild winters west of the cascades is a big draw, even when one considers the gloom.  There are a lot of out of the way places to retreat to, there is good water supplies.  I can't take this area out of the running.  East of the cascades does offer lower population densities and blue skies in the winter, but more difficult access to water and harsh winters are a bit of an issue.


Screed:


I am not really liking the impeachment thing.  The fuckwad needs to be voted out of office in an election, not run through some kangaroo court presided over by angry losers. 

The fuckwad is a shit President.  But the democrats are opening up a can of worms here.  If they think that they can sleazily "control the narrative" to elect one of the current passengers of the clown car that they call a "candidate field, I think that they are in for a surprise.  What is happening is one of the parties is deliberately trying to cripple to operation of government in order to satisfy the end result of an extended fit of pique.  

Look, I cannot for even a moment state that the Republicans are an iota less idiotic than the Democrats.  I can say that they have been a bit more circumspect lately since their salad days under the shrub. But truthfully, that is probably a cynical two-facteted ploy to give the Dem's enough rope to hang themselves by beating up Trump (who they have never particularly cared for). 
 


Mea Culpa

Nov. 15th, 2019 05:40 am
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Don't feel terrible for a Friday.  Since I worked two hours of OT I decided to treat myself to pizza and a beer instead of cooking.  So that went well and then on a flyer stopped by at Decibel and had another beer to polish things off.  Chatted with Bob and asked if I were to come in on Sunday afternoon could I, pretty please, pull some of his nice CD collection onto my laptop.  Bob, being the Liberterian Anarchist he appears to be readily agreed, I am thinking that I will have a new football watching scheme on Sunday afternoons. 

Music acquisition phase is beginning nicely.  Right now I am just shy of 200 songs and around three-quarters of a Gb in data.


Screed:

OK Kids, we confess.  There are more than a couple of us boomers out there that will admit that we fucked it up. 

But come on, truth be told that it is really amazing that we didn't fuck it up more than we did. 

Look really, any rational appraisal of the way that world has been going just kinda leads me to wonder "how the hell hasn't it gone more wrong than it is now".  Really, the fact that civilization hasn't collapsed already is quite the accomplishment in my mind.  For Christ's sake, the population has nearly tripled in my lifetime and we are still worried about the cost of the latest iPhone.  Shit sure ain't that bad yet, so fucking kudos for us.

But shit, now most of us boomers are in the runup to taking a dirt nap in the none to distant future.  I am apologizing in advance for our not being around for you to track us down and beat us to death when you figure out just what a shit-sandwich we left you. Because that shit is a comin' cher, and it ain't gonna be fun.

Now, you may probably be getting pissy at this point in my little mea culpa here, saying "why don't you fix it then"?  Well buckaroo, you have to kind of ask yourself what it is that you want us to fix.  Look, when I say we fucked it up, I mean we fucked it up.  What you are living in is the outcome of our decisions and the fix will probably mean that when you are thinking about the arc of your life in your dotage, what you will be living won't have the stuff that you have now.

Everyone is screaming at us and generally annoyed by our antics and pomposity.  Well, that ain't a characteristic solely put on our generation.  I distinctly remember thinking the same thing about my Dad.  I am trying to fade into the woodwork myself, so you can squawk at me all you want, but I am trying to check out of the game myself.  My current life and goals are encompassed by JMG's eloquence.

Collapse now, avoid the rush.

Backs

Sep. 20th, 2019 08:46 am
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Ancient Egyptian:  Tomb of Djar

Thus far, the vacation has been an exercise in sloth.  Now, don't think that I am complaining.  Far from it.  But I think that I will try to accomplish something.  Maybe soon. 

Mostly I think that I need to start carrying a notebook around with me when doing the day to day.  I have what seems like good ideas and I need to spend some time writing them down so that I can expand on them here.   As it stands now, I have these great ideas and when I sit down at the keyboard, I come up empty all too frequently. 


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Li Tang:  Intimate Scenery of River and Mountains


Since this is Friday, I am just doing the setup for the writing over the weekend and choosing the subject.  This is harder than it seems on Friday, because the toils of the week are fresh and the rock is close to being to the top of the hill.  The weekend is when it rolls down and I can get some rest while trudging down the hill to start pushing again.

I have been reading Camus lately.  Never, ever a bad thing to do.  As Michael says, his work about Sisyphus is one of the best pep talks ever given.  A pep talk that works and tells you what I have always known in my heart of hearts, that the whole deal is fucking absurd and, while you gotta bust ass, there is no reason to get stupid about it.

So much of life is chasing shit so that others will envy you.  That is one of "the rules of Girard".  Folks everywhere seem dead set on the idea that life isn't good unless someone else tells them it is good, that what they have isn't valuable unless someone else covets it.  This get one onto a roller coaster of acquisition and response that makes everyone involved crazy.

Trying to break away from this kind of nonsense is fantastically difficult.  It's lures are seductive. There is a huge, sophisticated, and intelligent community of talented, hard working people constantly trying to pull you back in.  Trying to generate a life of less means consciously giving up things that you own and worked for.

Even harder is finding something to fill up the gaps left by these prior sales of pieces of your soul. 



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So, as I continue along my merry way of pulling bigdata’s claws out of me, I noticed yet another thing that I am having problems with.

The woodpile is gone. I always kind of relied on keeping the drafts queued up in the blogger interface, but I can’t really do that any more.

Google is insidious. They made it all easy one stop, no brainer to do this simple act of publishing something on the internet. All of this for the simple price of going through everything you read and write looking like the way you wanted and stilted. The ease of making a decent-looking page was made easier, but everything kinda looked the same, kinda like off-the rack stuff you wear. Originality can only be constrained to the combinations, not the basics.

So, what I am thinking is that the woodpile has to become local, so LibreOffice Writer is the new woodpile. Write the document and then export it as an HTML file and then cut-and-paste the piece from the woodpile. It will take a little while for me to work out the template so that things look the same, but that is just a function of practice

This post is the first experiment.

Music: Midnight Cruiser by Steely Dan

Current Reading: Some old Archdruid Reports.

Hexagram 64, Tao Te Ching 81

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