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Amanita Muscaria at the Hoh River


I am still working on the whole tempeh ecosystem.  Today is just some random notes concerning the process.

  • Making your own starter is critical if you wish the product comes in at a decent cost.

  • Equipment requirements are in flux.  Using the temperature controller for both the crock pot (making starter block), the food dryer (drying the starter), and the seedling mat (Making the tempeh) seem to work quite well.

  • The starter is ugly when it is in process.  It looks like something that in any other system, you would throw away.

  • I am not at all certain as to the purpose of the rice flour, but I am doing it anyway.  My first thought is that it acts as a desiccant for the spores.  I will treat it as such and roast it uncovered to dry it out completely immediately before grinding the spores.  That way when I put it into a sealed mason jar, the spores will remain as dry as possible.

  • I will try to make a better overall writeup of the process.    I went to the library and ordered some articles from an interlibrary loan to serve as a bibliography.

  • I also need to further discard past impulse purchases and more of my historic kitchen gear.  I do not need an instant pot and two pressure cookers.


I suppose that this current foray into diet and provisioning is a commentary on my current thinking about the nature of our society and the interface between spirituality and the emphasis on wealth in our culture.  When the act of living simply and minimizing is labeled as being just short of seditious.

Ramadan and Lent running concurrently is making me ponder the nature and sources of the common rites of abstention that litter the landscape of faith.  Why did they come about and are they actually useful?


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 Realism / John Singer Sargent/ Claude Monet Painting by the Edge of a Wood
 Realism / John Singer Sargent/ Claude Monet Painting by the Edge of a Wood

Gödel's incompleteness theorems are an interesting thing to ponder when trying to sort out the way of the world.  Now, the theorems apply to math and the philosophy of math, but I am thinking that the ideas could well have meaning in the not day to day efforts of trying to figure out the world and how we deal with it.

I always read anything that crosses my path that has to do with the different philosophies and approaches.  A lot of the time, I don't make it through the whole piece because it becomes obvious that either 1) I have read a different version written by someone else, or 2) the writing is insulting and assumes omniscience by the writer. 

My argument is simply that almost any problem that has to do with religion, symbols, thought, mind, and other such intangibles is always incomplete.  But each problem yields up as its fruit a glimpse of the overall solution.  It is my genuine feeling that no human being will figure out the whole thing unless the simple admission that we aren't smart enough nor do we have sufficient sensory input to ever achieve an understanding of the whole problem.  If we approach the problem logically, I think that the best that we can achieve is a partial understanding.

Because it appears to me that the universe isn't logical and the "laws of nature" are themselves incomplete and contingent.
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Qing Dynasty (1644–1912) / Shitao/ Mists on the mountain
Qing Dynasty (1644–1912) / Shitao/ Mists on the mountain

Sorry it has been taking so long to get cracking on the book.  I have some ideas but for some reason I am currently trying to fit these ideas into the kinda-sorta mishmash that is Lovecraft Country and the Haliverse.  For some reason, known only to some anal-retentive part of my brain, I feel the need to sort out the topology and maps of this imaginary world before I move forward. 

That being said, I do have something in mind for how to move through the next quarter of the book and resolve the necessary conflict.  I think that today I will try to actually work on the outline of the plat and put it down on so that I can not lose track like last time. 

So I got that going for me.

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I am thinking that things are heating up.  I have a sneaking hunch that my desire for calm reflection and respectful dialog are going to be completely ignored in the not-too-distant future.  Nope, I think that the shitshow is now going to be taking off in a serious way.  We have right around the same amount of time as a pregnancy until the election.  I think that this is a good analogy, because right now we appear to be getting screwed and the product of this little indiscretion will come to term in around thirty-nine weeks.

Like I said, things are heating up.  I don't have a clue about the direction the vessel will blow, I suspect the over-pressure in the closed system that is our culture will find the weak point and relieve the pressure that way.  We are in the process of discovering that weak point at the current time. 

Who knows, I am no longer part of the solution.  I think that me and my generation need to stand aside and start the painful process of watching another generation fix the problems that we let fester. 

ergh

Nov. 19th, 2021 06:12 am
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Realism / Nikolay Bogdanov-Belsky/ By the Campfire


Not especially feeling it today.  Woke up late, gonna go in late, hope that they don’t like it.  Nine weeks to go.

Still

Sep. 19th, 2021 09:32 am
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Romanticism / Akseli Gallen-Kallela/ Lake Keitele


Woke up this morning a bit early.  No problem there.  Still is running as we speak.  I am watching is more closely than usual this time to figure out the heating characteristics.  One of the most important things to watch for when working toward Mr. EtOH is to be careful about the foreshot.  While Mr. EtOH is your friend, Mr. MeOH most certainly isn’t.  I have been using sugar washes lately, as they are super easy and they don’t have any vegetative mass that gives rise to methanol, I still make certain that I remove the first 40mL of the distillation run and toss it down the drain just to make certain.

I feel good about today’s run.  I scored around 20 pounds of C&H at Cash and Carry for $2.00 (It was slashed and got sealed up with tape and marked down).  So my standard one-gallon run cost only $0.20.  With this kind of cost, experimentation is the thing to do.  My standard lot of EtOH is a gallon of wash, which matches nicely with my still (Airstill) which has a gallon capacity.  The fancily titled “Fermentation Vessel” has a genealogy harkening back to a jug of hot cherry peppers obtained from Groceout for the princely sum of $3.99.  The airlock is a bandaid that I replace when it starts looking ratty.

So after I dumped the fermented wash into the still and got it going, I had a nice fat layer of yeast on the bottom of the fermentation jug.  Since I am always looking for a means of saving effort/money/time, I figured today’s experiment will be reusing yeast.  I weighed out the two pounds of sugar into a pot , filled it up to around 10 cups total and brought it up to 80℉ and made sure that all the sugar was fully dissolved and then dumped the sugar solution (wash) back into the fermentation jug and put the top back on.  I’ll report back in a week or so how this went.

Now the run has begun.  I tossed the first 25mL and started collecting.  I will stop when I have one quart moonshine.  These usually come out at right around 100 proof (50% EtOH).  Today I will be making blackberry flavored stuff.  I will put a couple of cups of frozen blackberries from last year's harvest into a 2-quart brown mason jar with 2 teaspoons of glycerol (for mouthfeel), dump in the results of todays run and put it in the fridge for a week to do it’s thing.  After a week, I will pull it out of the fridge and blend it with my handy-dandy $3.99 wand mixer from Goodwill and then put it back into the fridge for another week.

To finish things up, when all that rigamarole is complete, I will filter it through a coffee filter, adjust the proof to 80 proof and then report back the results.


Statement

Aug. 27th, 2021 07:26 am
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Impressionism / Vilhelms Purvitis/ Kūstošais sniegs


Said fuck it yesterday.  Told folks at work that I was moving up my retirement day to March and was starting the process of getting the fuck out of that hot mess.  So, rather than September next year it will be March next year.  Thinking about being free on the vernal equinox.  So tentatively last date will be before: 

 Spring Equinox 2022 in Northern Hemisphere will be at 8:32 AM on

Sunday, March 20

Oddly enough, I am leaving for the same reason that I left the industry.  C-Suite assholes with an MBA and years of sucking up as the only useful skills have left them with the worst possible set of skills to navigate this next year.  They really don’t know what the fuck is happening in the world, they only know the limited skillset required to move the levers of power.  Last time it was killing a test that could have been useful, but also could have found it’s way into the sex-work industry.  A medical decision made because they didn’t want the bad “Optics” of the test being popular with hookers.

This time the problem is worse.  Admin wants to keep going and “keep the numbers up” in the middle of a resurgence that may well dwarf the mess that started in earnest last August.  Anesthesia tried to push back and got over-ruled.  Patient safety and infection spread aren’t as important as keeping numbers up.  

As of Wednesday, 850 coronavirus patients were hospitalized in Oregon — surpassing the state’s record, which was set the previous day. Before this month, the hospitalization record was 622 in November, during a winter surge and when vaccines were not yet available. (Note:  I think that we are up to 1200 now, this article was from a week ago)

If things get really bad, I could leave as early as December.  It would leave a mark, but it would just be a money thing and I could find something that would bring in some nickels if I had to.



Ignore

Aug. 6th, 2021 08:18 am
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 Impressionism / Nicolae Darascu/ Seaside Houses


I suppose that life doesn’t really allow you the opportunity to ignore the world around you.  Yeah, you can do it, but life is always there, putting subtle and not-so-subtle pressures on you.  Life seems to guide you to places that you didn’t realize were there.

But goddamnit, I am going to keep trying.  


Saigon

Jul. 8th, 2021 05:52 am
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Impressionism / Hans am Ende/ Torfkähne auf der Hamme


The helicopters are warming up.

Looks like we lost another one.


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 Post-Impressionism / Henri-Edmond Cross/ Landscape
Post-Impressionism / Henri-Edmond Cross/ Landscape

Mike sent an e-mail today

Truthfully, I haven't been paying a damn bit of attention to the doings of the political class since last Tuesday.  The game is afoot and the true-believers of both camps are just getting ready to go full tantrum.  Everyone acts as though I should suddenly come to my senses and see the error of my ways.  Nope.  I have always said that this won't end well.  I really think that as things get worse, I will be blamed even more vigorously for something I did my level best to run away from.

I have a sneaking hunch that things are going to be hinky for a while yet.  I have a feeling that "getting to the bottom of this" will be a long game.  Not because of the purported "election fraud" but just how pervasive and long-term the problem has been.  I have always argued that both side have preferred election fraud methodologies.  I have no doubt that any serious attempt to uncover and get to the truth of the matter will be "terminated with extreme prejudice".  This is because both parties are corrupt shells and the minuscule number of "party officials" on either side have any desire to have the covers taken off the machines.

Everyone thinks that I support Trump.  Ha!!  Fuckwad he was and Fuckwad he will always be. I just have had it with the Democratic Party and it's corruption and venality and smug bourgeois arrogance.  But on the other side, I despise the Republican Party and  it's corruption and venality and smug bourgeois arrogance.  Come to think of it, I stopped liking the collection of Student Body Presidents, Debate Club Chairmen and Lawyers that grew up to be the self-superior political fuckwads that purport to be our "leaders".  It is bad at the local level, it is truly awful at the national level.

I can't say that I really blame any of the sides currently on the streets.  Guns or no guns.  Being here in Portland has kind of inured me to the whole violent protest thing.  The die were cast a long time ago.  Act one started when covid-stir-crazy "resistance" folks suddenly decided that the random killing of black people by police was no longer acceptable (an opinion that I fully agree with, I do not want to de-fund the police, I most certainly want to demilitarize them).

But now it is time for act two on this little end-of-empire drama we are unwilling participants in.  The gun-toting right wing is going to take up the standard of protests now.  Their beliefs are ridiculed among right-thinking people of the left.  But they are beliefs that they hold and will fight for.  Whether one agrees or not that those beliefs exist are the truth of the matter.  Times are going to get hinkey my friend.  I don't like it because it throws a wrench into my plans for the descent into senescence, but there it stands.

I am just going to concentrate on getting out of the way.



Politically Correct Snowflakes

 

Now in cities everywhere we have groups of angry self-proclaimed patriots with guns who are claiming widespread voter fraud because nobody they know voted for Biden.

When it is discovered from the voting roles that a dog voted for a lady in Marysville (who owns the voting dog), Trump tells his supporters that if one dog voted, who knows, maybe a million dogs voted, or at least 10,000.

Today this headline appears on a Fox news article: Voter fraud exists and should be looked at by DOJ: Ian Prior. Who could argue knowing that a dog voted in Marysville?

What is likely to be discovered upon further investigation, is that fraud was far more widespread than initially thought, because two dogs and a cat voted, not just one dog. But Trump will not be proved wrong, there could have been 10,000 dogs, so it is good to know that a huge pack of dogs was not involved.

What the angry patriots with bibles should know, is that nobody is challenging their right to protect Jesus’ right to preach non-violence, so they do not need their guns in town.

Liberals tend to not like the Christian patriot camo-gear look, mostly because it suggests low intelligence – which they cannot say out loud, due to political correctness and survival concerns.

 

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Surrealism / Kansuke Yamamoto/ Untitled (Two Women)
Surrealism / Kansuke Yamamoto/ Untitled (Two Women)

OK: Maybe Word has some merit. It really always has, but I so dislike the colossus of Redmond that even saying so pains me. In the so-very long ago, the company I worked for rented space in Microsoft Park. About two blocks away from the then-famous volleyball courts. I hung out with a couple of their code monkeys and heard stories of the venality and the arrogance of the company and decided at that point that I wasn’t sure I could ever hang with Billy-boy. When another of my friends explained to me the origin of DOS and Gate’s wholehearted and completely legal fraud of IBM (I actually kinda respected him for this until he became what he destroyed). I tried to not use anything MS. Hence my long-term Apple, then Linux use. Now I have just given up, I have decided that moral purity isn’t all that it is cracked up to be and I just want something that talks to most people.

I am trying on writing in the evening when I get home. Not at all certain that I am fond of the change yet, but making decisions without at least giving the option a decent chance usually gets me nowhere. So todays little piece of work is being written while staring out at a not-all-that-great sunset and a backlit overcast cloud layer.

I am seriously thinking about trying to find a different slot to weather out the last days of the storm times and maybe, just maybe, get a little bit of my retirement under my belt before changes occur. All of this might be a pipe dream, but trying to plan for an economic collapse is kinda like planning for a asteroid striking the earth, your plans might be solid and well thought-out, but if the asteroid lands on you, you are still fucked.

Now I am up the next morning. Still need to calibrate my sleep schedule. I get up early and I do sleep pretty well, so I want to go to bed early. I seem comfortable with eight hours, but nine sure seems better.

NADA

Feb. 7th, 2020 05:46 am
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Nothing Really.  Uninspired.  Move along.  Nothing to see here

Yule

Dec. 25th, 2019 07:00 am
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 Post-Impressionism / Roger Fry/ View on the Cote d'Azur, Menton

No Screed again today.  Up and getting to work on some pasta salad (Garlic/Ginger Chicken with Peas) for the shindig at the XMIL's place. 

Just giving cards with offers for time to be spent and meals to be eaten or music to be listened to.  No physical gifts this year.  Might toss a Jackson at the young men.  still deciding.  The Jacksons look pretty comfortable in my wallet.

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 Leon Bakst:  Scheredzade Scenery 1910

 
I spent the past couple of days pretty seriously baked.  I think that my brain is sufficiently reset that I can go back to work for the remaining seven work days prior to my September vacation.  Today will be a return to virtue with a lot of temperance and a lot of water being run through the system to ameliorate the lingering effects of the "Bake Sale" I just treated myself to. 

Michael has been prolific of late, and I have been lax in making certain that his work is posted and discussed.

His latest theory is that any expectation of capitalism to express a moral code similar to the populace that is its prey is most likely true, but kinda makes me sad.  I think that what Michael is positing, at the core is that the quasi-corporate oligarchy we have voted ourselves with our mimesis is merely the set of wolves that shear us.  

I can't really argue.  All of the data seems to support this theory.  But to me, it is all just Mammon.

Mike's rebuttal came from the reading of this article


https://monthlyreview.org/2019/07/01/late-imperialism/

Globalizing a Global Result

Interesting article, but perhaps authors who specialize in economics and globalization like to make things more complicated than necessary by going beyond the basics that determine the results. I think this article does this, but then it keeps returning to the basic ideas and says: of course this is what resulted. Several things stood out to me, but today I only want to say something general about the first thing, and maybe later I will write something on the other things.

When I read complex articles like this one, I try to answer the question: what is the main point here? A good answer to this question cannot contain any of the specialized terms or even concepts used in the article; the answer should come only from fundamental concepts that apply as widely as possible across all areas of human activity. In this case, scholars made up specialized terms and then later decided that the terms don’t, and maybe never did, apply; but this wasn’t the main point I hope.

This article is written in the language scholars use to discuss globalization, and sometimes specialized discussion of this type hides the fact that the result being described is a universal truth that requires no specialty knowledge to understand - like saying that a new special version of something fell from a height of X feet and accelerated at Y rate – when everything does. An example is what is said in the bolded type below.

With the rise of monopoly-finance capital, the world has entered a new phase of imperialism, late imperialism, rather than a superseding of imperial relations. Late imperialism, as we have seen, represents an epoch in which the global contradictions of the system are revealed in ever starker forms and in which the entire planet as a place of human habitation is now at risk—with the catastrophic effects falling disproportionately on the most vulnerable of the world population. All of this is bound to generate greater geopolitical conflict as capitalism’s failure as a society becomes evident.

Everywhere, and for all of human history , negative or catastrophic effects from everything (other than revolutions) have fallen disproportionately on the most vulnerable of the population involved. What is “cannon fodder? It is not the baby born to the wealthy. Why do poor people live in polluted industrial areas and wealthy people don’t? It is not because poor people like the sights and smells of industry and industrial architectureThis phenomenon can be viewed as a result of willingness to regard a human as no more than a means to improve one’s own wellbeing. If one’s wellbeing will be diminished by losing a war, one can benefit by maintaining a class of poor that have no better option than to be a soldier fighting to preserve the state of affairs that has them being a soldier. It is not taking a big step to view the sphere of business as an extension of this willingness that has always existed.

The reason why I say capitalism, or the sphere of business, is immoral, is because it is based entirely on willingness to regard a human as no more than a means to improve one’s own wellbeing. This does not mean that if a business exists, it is immoral. The role of capitalism, the sphere of business, is to see to it that a business can and will consume any profitable entity that is not a business; meaning any entity that regards a human as other than a means. Thus, if business moves to a new area of the globe, the reason is so that the people or resources there can be used as a means; so, of course what has happened has.

To me, the last sentence in the excerpt above is baffling. What is meant by: “capitalism’s failure as a society? The society is those who are willing to regard humans as no more than means to improve their own wellbeing. The society seems to be doing fine these days - even splendid.

It is wrong to discuss capitalism’s failure as a society unless the failure is referenced to a completely unwarranted, illogical expectation. When the door is opened to let in an immoral entity, the result is predictable. It would be a productive and giant step forward if somehow people everywhere can come to understand that, under no circumstances, should a moral result be expected within the sphere of business.

The other main point I have been trying to express, is that populations that accept/embrace capitalism are immoral for doing so. In fact, capitalism can be accepted in a society that considers itself a moral one, only because the alternatives to capitalism are thought to be more immoral.

To wrap up, consider the excerpt below. Where it says: “none of this was a surprise for the more astute analysists of globalization”, it could instead say: “none of this was a surprise to anybody who understands how humans act”. How surprising canit be that gulf between the wealthy and those being used as means to increase profits and wealth of the wealthy, is growing? Who would have thought?

None of this was a complete surprise for the more astute analysts of globalization. In 1992, Magdoff wrote that, contrary to widespread expectations, sources of tension among the leading capitalist powers have increased side by side with their growing interdependence. Nor has the geographic spread of capital reduced the contradictions between the rich and poor nations. Although a handful of third world countries, benefiting from the globalization process, have made noteworthy progress in industrialization and trade, the overall gap between core and periphery nations has kept on widening.... The process of globalization has produced much that is new in the world’s economy and politics, but it has not changed the basic ways capitalism operates. Nor has it aided the cause of either peace or prosperity.

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 Adolph Menzel: Afternoon inthe Tuileries Garden

Friday.  Goodness thing.  Today I am writing about taking on too much.  I think that is one of my worst habits.  The "Sure, needs to get done, Ill do it" deal.  Stupid of me at this point in my career.

What  worked in the past isn't what I should be doing now.  My tendencies of the past ain't gonna work for me anymore and I have to prepare for my future career in a local pizza parlor.  Now, some of you might think that I a merely indulging in whimsy when I make statements like this "pizza parlor" statement, but nothing could be further from the truth.  

In the past I was the "fixer of annoying things".  As a trend, this simple description defined my value.  In all of my three "Careers", I went in and smoothed out all the bumps and repaired the potholes left by the initial construction in the road that was left after the big equipment went through. I filled in the Tabula Rasa, painted the lines, made things work in the day to day.  Kept things moving, paid attention to the details.  

I got maybe four years left of this full-time shit left.  I would go full-on-batshit crazy sitting at home sucking on my teeth and making up projects to do to keep my days from being empty.  So in the interim, but I don't know if I have the intensity or the energy to be in charge of the details anymore.

Slippage

Mar. 20th, 2019 05:45 am
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 Kolomon Moser:  The Frog King

I haven't been rigorously entering what I eat into my digital fat-shaming program as diligently lately.  Truth be told, I think that I just kinda need a break from the discipline for a week or two.  I am halfway to the final goal, and the half that I have completed is probably the easy half.  I think that from here on it it will be a grind.  

I think that I am having a bout of spring fever.  I have all the symptoms of just wanting to be doing something else.  The sun is returning, the equinox is today, it just keeps getting better outside.  So I am just treading water for a bit and enjoying the flow.  

Love life is in abeyance.  Women who are interesting aren't interested and vice versa. 

Boyos seem to be cruising along, trying to pull their lives together as is wont for <27 year old males.  I don't really have a problem with this, I am not particularly interested in their becoming the gelded workhorses so desired by the current culture.

Need to take a trip soon somewhere.



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