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Jan. 10th, 2022 07:07 am
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Yuan Dynasty (1271–1368) / Qian Xuan/ 桃枝松鼠图


Been pondering the last two years.  I can’t say that much of what has happened makes a lick of sense to you humble correspondent.  I hear little things around in conversation and get snippets of thoughts while folks aren’t paying attention to what they say/write.  

I am of the opinion that we are in a class war, pure and simple.  No shots fired yet, nothing declared, but there is enough going on in the country to warrant some care in navigating the near future and trying to figure out what the actual fuck is going on and then come up with a plan to stay out of the crossfire.

I think that when you put on the ideological lenses of class warfare and an economy that doesn’t make any sense whatsoever, you can start to make out some outlines.  Granted they are fuzzy and incomplete, but you can at least start making sense of the whole deal.

I am going to ask you to head over to JMG’s place and spend some time reading his latest essay.   I think that it is a good place to start.   But I do recommend that you read the linked pieces and ponder them for a bit before you take me to task for my obvious lack of understanding.

I started this piece on Sunday morning and I will publish it first thing in the AM on Monday.  I am trying to get ahead on my writing so that I have time to polish a little bit more.  

Cotton

Sep. 22nd, 2021 05:56 am
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Taishō period (1912–1926) / Hiroshi Yoshida/ Avenue of Cherry Trees


I really don’t think that we can help ourselves.  It is kinda baked into the cake at this point.  We are a culture composed primarily of missionaries.  We spend most of the time in our personal and political interactions (granted, the two are getting difficult to distinguish) making certain that everyone around us agrees with our way of beliefs and the qualities of our thinking.  We can’t help ourselves.  It is just what we do.

Oh, we pay lip service to “freedom of speech” but the Overton window is getting smaller over the years, not larger.  

We point to our “successes” but even they are kind of pale.  Inclusion and diversity just means that everyone has the same limited range of thought and it had better be within the prescribed bounds set by our betters.

Because you see, we are no different than the folks back in Salem in the day.  


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Neo-Impressionism / Henri-Edmond Cross/ Fisherman


Trying on  a new routine this week.  I will get up in the morning and cast the I Ching, but then go to work and when I get home, snag a beer and catch up on a little reading and do my daily screed while dinner is on the stove.  Let’s see how it goes.

I am thinking that this summer just ain’t gonna turn out a fine harvest.  Food prices are heading North in a pretty serious way.  So what does one do?

In my dotage, I am really shrinking my menu.  Getting old usually leaves the fine discrimination needed to appreciate fine cuisine far away long ago in the past.  Old burnt out taste buds tend toward the pretty un-subtle for spices, preferring instead being body slammed with flavors that don’t require much in the way of teasing out the flavors.

So, the go-to is the time honored college staple, “rice and stuff”.  Tonight’s “stuff” is some ground turkey (Grocery Outlet: $2.00/lb), a big wad of frozen mixed veggies ($0.50 for a half pack) and a cup of dry Basmati Rice (I figure around $0.50).  Throw in some spices (Tonight is Turkic/Arabic with Mint, Sumac, black pepper, garlic, dried onions, five-spice, salt).

Cook the meat with the spices, when it is done, toss in some water and some rice, bring it to a boil and simmer for 14 minutes.  

Toss in a half pound of mixed frozen veggies when the fourteen minute timer goes off and then let the veggies steam for seven minutes.

Mix everything well, eat with one of those porcelain spoons that the asian market sells.

Right around $3.00 for more than a person can eat in a sitting.

That is doable., 


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TGIF as always.

The chef got me a-thinking.  Being attached to or being a pseudo-doomer has routine problems attached to such an endeavor.  Trying to plan in a rational manner means that one has to have a pretty good grasp of the problems lying ahead of you and trying to not overdo things to try and anticipate and prepare for every external disruption.

But to do so, one also has to evaluate one’s state of mind and the interplay of that variable works with the data coming in from the outside to fully establish the way that your brain works within the overall system and what “governors” you need to put into place to make certain that your life decisions aren’t inappropriate to the situation.

So, in order to facilitate this personal self-inventory I kinda think that the “survivalist” spectrum needs to be taken out occasionally, dusted off, and one's own behavior examined and one’s motives evaluated.  

So, let's talk about the SurvSpec.  I have had this in the back of my brain for a long time.  I kinda got the idea from the old days of Matt Savinar, Mike Ruppert, Dmitri, and the long ago pre-archdruid JMG.  They planted the seed of the idea only, they bear no responsibility for me judging them and their long-ago ideas  and descriptions.

The description is a half-half-half amalgam of paranoia (and always remember, just because you're paranoid doesn’t mean they aren’t out to get you), access to news sources, available free time, spousal buy-in, love of firearms, and free capital.  

As always, the rating is from zero to ten.  

The first thing about preppers to remember is that there is always an “Us and Them” aspect of the deal.  Preppers know the reality of the fact that there are in fact “conspiracies” going on all the time.  You can pretend that self-organizing groups of people organize to let everybody in, but the truth of the matter is that just ain’t so.  Groups organize to grab a bigger share of the pie to do things that they want to do what haven’t been done.  I think that this is a natural and normal thing.  

But these ad hoc organizations become permanent and become powerful.  In the case of an expanding pie, they usually suck off the new growth and no one really notices.  When the pie is shrinking, these groups can only grow by taking share from other groups.  This isn’t parasitism, this is just the natural nature of shifting alliances and variable societal goals.

But one has to remember that, even if you clinically evaluate the situation and realize that the redistribution is a normal part of a societal function and will play out as it plays out, your share of the pie is decreased and you will worry/get pissed off as your personality type allows.

So, the first goal is to rationally evaluate where you are on the paranoia scale.  If you think that the Bilderbergers and the International Jewish conspiracy is there to take your freedoms and revert your lifestyle to that of a medieval serf, you can put yourself down for a 10.  If you try to emulate Saint Francis of Assisi, put down a zero.

More to follow, got to go to work now.

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Aug. 11th, 2020 07:15 am
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Playing hooky from work today, the plan is to use up one sick day per pay period over the next couple of years.  Today is part of that plan.

Sticking with the plan.  779 days left.  I just hope that there will be something other than a pile of rubble to retire to.  Hyperbole is fun, but I think that my current retirement plans will be effective because of a couple of reasons.

The first is really pretty simple; I don't buy into the pre-packaged nonsense created by Madison Avenue that the retirement are the golden years.  Look, getting old is real and a great deal of the time it comes with physical limitations, aches, pains, and other such unpleasantness.  There are idiots out there (usually educated older white women who used to be babes but now are looking pretty long in the tooth) who claim that if you eat right, exercise obsessively, and pretend, you can be the person you were in your twenties.  Well buckaroos, if you are over fifty and you think that you are as good as when you were twenty, you must not have been worth a shit when you were twenty.

Second comes the reality currently being played out in the air travel industry.  I helped fuck up the environment back in the day before I came to my senses.  Too many trips across the oceans and too many bad seats at 30,000 feet breathing recirculated air broke me of the supposed romance of "travel".  I am content where I am thank you.  But there are folks out there who think that them being someplace else is important.  Well, it isn't.  I think that our lives are going to be seriously "re-localized" in the near future and I am very cool with that.  

Next comes the living arrangements.  Less is more and small is beautiful.  I have been living in a 525 sq. ft. apartment for the last four years and I am as content as a bug in a rug.  If anything, I am trying to figure out how to reduce even further.  This limits the cost and limits the ability and desire to buy more shit.  

fourth is a simple fact, I am planning on being poor.  Now, don't get me wrong, I won't miss a meal, and ninety percent of the world's population will look on my lifestyle with envy.  But by the standards in most "right-thinking"people in the land-o-the-free, I will be poor.  But since my activities will be constrained to activities defined by the prior three paragraphs.

Now, here is the simple point that will allow me to be happy under these not-very-onerous conditions.  The right-thinking people who are bought into the current illusion of infinite growth and infinite wealth on a finite planet will consider me a failure.  


Bargains

May. 24th, 2020 06:58 am
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Surrealism / Vajda Lajos/ Ancestral Nature
Surrealism / Vajda Lajos/ Ancestral Nature

The Rona has done an odd thing.  It has given folks time to think.  And that might be considered either dangerous in some cases, seditious in others.   

Now, for a lot of folks, the thoughts haven't been all that useful.  If one has expectations that probably can't be met, then having sufficient time to think things through is painful and leads to either the cruel need to change one's expectations or develop a new set of arguments/plans that support keeping them as they are.

I guess that I am there right now.  I think that I have pared my expectations down considerably.  But I am at the point now where I am thinking that they need to be shaved down further and get into the things that I really don't want to think about.  Now, I don't want my gentle readers to think that I am weak or less than omniscient, but where I need to shave farther will devolve me away from my fat, dumb and happy place where I so comfortably reside.

I joke about my future lifer of genteel poverty.  Well, what the truth of the matter appears to be is that is where I will probably end up. SO, how do I make the most of it.  

Contrary to the spirit of rugged individualism that is the presiding theme, I tend to look at the picture in terms of the social structures that prevail in area.  This is why I am packing to leave Portland.  Portland has a social and ideological structure that is in no way conducive to providing a safe haven.  It has bought totally into the inclusion principle which where everything is allowed and nothing matters.  Nihilism is sexy here.  

But nihilism isn't at all good for developing and maintaining a social contract.  It might be good as an individual set of principles to live and interact with a social setting, but as being a foundation stone of a social contract, it really sucks.  Portland is the most nihilistic city I have ever seen.

More and more I am coming to the conclusion that I have to bail.  
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Well, things are getting interesting.  We shut down all elective surgeries yesterday.  Huge scramble and I have to go in again today to start sorting through the wreckage.  Came home last night to a gummi bear followed by a cider followed by a beer followed by sleep.  

I ain't young anymore, and I will have to watch my tendency to take on too much.  I will plow through this weekend to get things in shape and under control for when we change course again.

I am thinking that this one is nasty.  Not because of what it does to the majority (80% mild symptoms and complete recovery) but to the minority (20% nasty and potentially deadly).  I am also concerned about the statistical universe for the testing.  What percentage of the population was tested?  Does the testing include completely asymptomatic patients?  I don't know the answers and I don't have time to drill down to find the answer.  

So maybe another cup of tea and some reading.  I will put a homebrew in the fridge for when I come home tonight and collapse again.  

Jeff ragged me yesterday about committing to all five days at Sisters.  Not certain I can manage that this year.  Too much drunkeness is not good for this old soul.  But I think I can manage three.  

Sylphide

Apr. 4th, 2019 05:42 am
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 Alphonse Mucha:  Zodiac


I think that I am getting ready for a spate of "mental health days".  I enjoy getting out every day and going somewhere different.  I figure that at my advanced age, if someone is willing to pay me for what I want to do anyway, well then, life is as good as it gets.  But the getting out is one thing, the putting up with the not-that-tame pathologies of coworkers and friends kinda grinds away at one's patience.

That is kinda where I am at right now.  I made a decision a while ago to re-enter the hurley-burley world of emotional attachment and human interaction.  I like it.  But I do need my "hermit" time where I can ignore the world, read trashy fiction and lay low.  Next week is a short week for medical reasons (TV camera being inserted up an orifice) so that won't really count.  Gotta save annual leave for camping and drunkeness, so don't want to burn that up.

So sick leave it is.  I gots to come up with defensible symptoms and timing

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