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Friday.  Goodness thing.  Today I am writing about taking on too much.  I think that is one of my worst habits.  The "Sure, needs to get done, Ill do it" deal.  Stupid of me at this point in my career.

What  worked in the past isn't what I should be doing now.  My tendencies of the past ain't gonna work for me anymore and I have to prepare for my future career in a local pizza parlor.  Now, some of you might think that I a merely indulging in whimsy when I make statements like this "pizza parlor" statement, but nothing could be further from the truth.  

In the past I was the "fixer of annoying things".  As a trend, this simple description defined my value.  In all of my three "Careers", I went in and smoothed out all the bumps and repaired the potholes left by the initial construction in the road that was left after the big equipment went through. I filled in the Tabula Rasa, painted the lines, made things work in the day to day.  Kept things moving, paid attention to the details.  

I got maybe four years left of this full-time shit left.  I would go full-on-batshit crazy sitting at home sucking on my teeth and making up projects to do to keep my days from being empty.  So in the interim, but I don't know if I have the intensity or the energy to be in charge of the details anymore.