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 I don't know what kind of plant this is
Boring ground plant
 

I admit it, I haven't been all that good lately about posting.  I would love to give a good excuse, but the fact of the matter is that I just haven't felt like it.  My routine was disrupted somehow, and I still can't quite figure out what was the trigger for that disruption.  The routine seems to have seeped away slowly over the last six months and I have no idea whether that is normal.   But, what is done is what is done.

I am thinking that I need to return to some kind of a routine.  I tried to be a hippy-dippy "do what thou wilt" kinda guy, but truthfully, that sort of life seems more than a bit sterile and pointless.  By no means do I want to return to a life where my actions are dictated by others (that is definitely a routine I wish to avoid), but rather I need to generate a bigger portion of self-discipline for myself.  The hard part is that I need to do this in a "halfway" manner and I have never been all that good about that kind of thing.  

What concerns me is that this avenue of thought comes close to being a "resolution".  These have never worked out for me all that well.  But I do think that I will spend the next little while (and no, I don't know what period of time constitutes "a little while") trying to work this kind of thing out.  

I'll get back to you.


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 I usually don't do resolutions anymore.  There are too many years of such things not panning out.  

I will try to keep a decent perspective about the world in this year of living dangerously.  Mostly I will try to remind myself that this kind of nonsense has happened before and the world got through it just fine.  

Earth Abides.  That is one of the main truths that need to be remembered.  You can cry and piss and moan all you want, but what is happening now in the world will not be all that important to people living in the 2200's.  We will be merely an off period of eccentricity that someone will write about for other dilettantes

Doesn't mean that what will happen won't "leave a mark".   

Mushrooms

Dec. 30th, 2025 08:12 am
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Mushrooms and Lawn


One of the side issues of writing here is that while I don't at all mind folks coming by to read (and it is by no means the most important aspect), sometimes the comments come back and I have a lot of problem not writing back and starting a flame war here on this little cul de sac of the internet.

But then I have to remember my manners and, in the words of an Irish Taoiseach a couple of decades ago "upon mature reflection", I am going to shut up and say nothing.  I suppose that this shows that I might be growing up, but I kinda doubt that and just write it off to not being worth the effort.

I suppose that my problem comes from the observation that when writing here in the free-for-all that is the internet, I need to remind myself that my opinion isn't the be all and end all and my writing and other folks responses don't need to be rational, they are just there as a sort of pressure release valve, not as a touchstone of truth and beauty.  
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Back from the enforced togetherness of Christmas.  I enjoyed myself but in today's world, Christmas is mostly an occasion for giving presents to children who already own too much.  I suppose that this has been the core of the tradition here in the US for four or five decades now, but being a slow old man, it is just now starting to get to me.

We did manage to cut back from the presents to adults, all of us simply have too much stuff hanging around anyway, so what we got was chocolate which is a good gift, and it was a gift exchange where the adults only got one gift.  So life is good. 

All this christmas (and I have decided not to capitalize christmas any more within our secular society) is really not all that important to me as I definitely and not a capital "C" christian.  But I was amused by a piece over at Politico Europe that made the odd claim that the "far right" has made Christmas an issue. Apparently Christian's think that Christmas is their holiday.

I suppose that they are correct about that.

 


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I have come to the conclusion that Substack has turned into a huge pile of garbage.

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I spent some time catching up with an old friend. Like me, he is increasingly becoming a recluse and our now preferred method of communication consists of the occasional email detailing an aspect of our current thoughts and a brief update on our infrequent interactions with what is laughingly referred to as the "real" world.

I had sent a brief note complaining about my current situation, where the monsoons that have hit the upper left of the continental United States has been keeping me inside more than my preference. When I stay inside too much, I spend to much time reading about the antics of the spoiled children who seem to be in charge of the western world. This nasty habit leads to a certain despondence on my part, so M was kind enough to send me this clip to cheer me up.

End of Strangelove

Now, this was sent to cheer me up, and I suppose that it did just that. Kubrick is a stone-cold genius.

But it also made me go back and begin to re-read a couple of history books that I finished long ago. These books show the run up to war and the nature of the societies that do that crazy thing.

The Proud Tower: Barbara Tuchman The Guns of August: Barbara Tuchman The Impending Crisis: David Potter

They are really good reads. What is amazing is that they show how folks go crazy (just a little) before they go into war and how war is brought on. We haven't progressed as a species since the events that these books describe and it looks like we are going down that path again.

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Note:  I am still unhappy with my posting methodology.  In order to make things work the way that I think that they should work rather than how they are currently configured I will be trying different things make this happen (plan on some cursing)

 


 

OK:  I do read a certain group of folks out there who blog and consider their work worthwhile and not completely nutso.  But I am uncertain concerning just how many nickels I should drop into their cups for their writing.  

You see, scribbling on the walls of the internet has become a career field.  It is joined by the new and (at least to me) slightly nauseating cousin the Podcast.  I tend to steer away from podcasts because I kind of tire of actually using my ears to sort out fact from fiction.  It takes the written word for me to take something seriously, podcasts are roughly akin to cocktail party conversations, the emphasis seems to be on the person delivering the information rather than the information itself.

I have been blogging for almost twenty years now.  At one time, I thought that I might actually make some nickels doing it, but upon mature reflection I decided that my thoughts or my literary output weren't all that particularly impressive and I wasn't made out for a career of starving artist type garret in the Rive Gauche.  In light of this reality, I landed here on Dreamwidth writing a diary and having a few buddies to talk to about writing.

But there are some folks out there who write sufficiently well that I feel obliged due to my apparently embedded catholic guilt to throw some nickels their way.  I am mentally compiling a list and will leave a little something in their stockings around Christmas.  I am leaving JMG off this list because I feel that my ongoing purchases of his books (27 to date) give me a lifetime subscription to his online scribblings, of course, his opinion might differ.

I will consider this problem while sitting down and gazing out at the dull gray skies of Portlandia.





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I am definitely not feeling especially "Christmas-ey" this year. In honesty, the Christmas spirit has been vanishing for years now, but it is at the point where I start to wonder if the absence really bothers me.

The family is trying to tine down the greed component of the holiday this year. We finally achieved an agreement where the adults each only get a present through the "secret Santa" system and the newest (21 months) gets her presents from everyone.

I suppose that my feeling towards this particular holiday have been deteriorating for decades now. Even the heretic that I was in my youth, I did enjoy the rituals of midnight mass and dinners and family all in one place. But over time, the society/culture here in 'Murca transitioned from a religious holiday to a commercial one and I really can't say that I appreciate the change very much.

So right now I am struggling with deciding a gift for the exchange and trying to figure out what to buy a toddler who has everything (and more) that a toddler would want.

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I suppose that if I were a nervous Nellie, right now I would be beside myself, but oddly enough, I can't really say that I am all that worried about things.

I am currently in the area of a flood watch. Since it has been bucketing down rain lately, the Willamette is pretty high and the creek that feeds into it (1/4 of a mile from my place) is as high as I have ever seen it, this would seem pretty normal to me. The folks here are treating it like the ass-covering by government officials that it is. There isn't a house that is threatened, the worse that could happen is that in a couple of places, folks might have to detour around some water on the road while on their way to the grocery store.

Look, the government should do exactly what they are doing...I really don't want to keep them from warning people that things are "different" for the moment. But like all things, such warnings should be tempered by the populace keeping their "twitterpating" over-reactions to a minimum. That seems impossible to a fair percentage of the population. So here in Stumptown (yet another Portland Nickname) there are folks demanding that the government "do something".

Nope, I have no fix. People will be people. Bad shit happens and sometimes folks get in the way of bad shit. Luckily for me, the whiners this time are a very small minority and I don't have to listen very much. But I just wanted to point out that this kind of thing happens at all levels and that you really have to look outside to see if the "crisis" that folks are whining about is real or just someone somewhere crying wolf.

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‘Keep the Russians out, the Americans in, and the Germans down’ – Nato’s first Secretary General, Lord Ismay,

I come from a long line of soldiers. One of my ancestors died in a British POW camp during the war of 1812. Great-Grandfather was in the 15th Infantry when Teddy took all the credit. Grandfather was at Chateau Thierry with the 3rd Infantry. Dad waded ashore at Anzio.

So most of my family history in the military (I am the exception) was spent fighting the different flavors of the fractious Europe who were always trying above all to come out on top when trying to keep their feet on the neck of vassals. We tended to side with the effing Brits who were, in my humble opinion, the worst of the lot.

But my reading of history is that the Germans were pretty good at war. In my lifetime, they had decided that war was bad for business and the happiness of their people and for around seventy years trying to spend less on the military and spend more on the general welfare. I consider this a good thing.

But dumbshit Donny got to bitching about the US paying more than their fair share of the cost of defending Europe. He was right about that. But by being a stupid-ass American businessman who financialized everything without ever thinking about the reasons why things were done, he upset things and pulled the rug out from under a system where we didn't really pay all that much to keep the danger low.

Merz (who may be a stupid as Donny) has pointed out that America is in the process of pulling back to the Western Hemisphere. I can't say that he is wrong. But what that means is that Deutschland may very well begin to rearm and revert to the historic norm of being a warrior culture. I am not thrilled this, my family having fought a couple of wars with the Wehrmacht on the other side of the arena.

The wienies that are at the political top of the European military establishment are besuited morons that truly have been living in Olaf's garden for too long. They are talking about getting ready for a war in 2030. Germany is talking about a draft. I can't say that I like the way that this is heading.

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I have worked hard over the years to get over my doomer self. I think that the systole and diastole of civilizations and cultures is a real thing. Simply put, "Laissez le bon temps rouler" isn't a way to run your life 24/7.

But you see, here in the West, we have come to the point where the party is over and the taps have run dry and it is time to go home, sleep it off, and go back to work tomorrow.

It isn't the end of the world. Your individual opinion of what we should be doing isn't particularly important to the folks running the show who have bet their already fractured reputations on the idea that the party can and will go on. These folks are in the process of losing their bet, but that process isn't one amenable to a news cycle, so be patient and watch whatever peculiar haruspicy works best for you to try to stay a little ahead of the curve.

Myself, my methods for adapting to the world and predicting what is heading our way involves reading headlines and maybe the first paragraph of things out there on the nascent nervious system of the world (the internet) and try to stop as soon as they stop reporting facts and start telling me what the facts mean.

This is, at very best, a stupid and low-accuracy means of getting into the bottom of things. But if I am careful, and watch things from 30,000 feet, I can sometimes see outlines that have a slightly better chance of occurrence than not paying attention. Right now these, at least to my readings, show that the downhill slope of this particular cycle is starting to steepen. It doesn't signify the end of the world, it just means that the party is over and it is time to go home.

I thought the picture below fit this piece very well.

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Today is a blessed intermission from the "atmospheric river" which has been dumping rain here in the upper left for the past three or four days. Temperature is mild (currently 62 F.) and quite breezy. The windows and door is open and I have the fan running in the back to see how many air exchanges I can achieve during this welcome intermission. Febreze is also being applied to freshen air that has been stagnant with "old man stink" during the deluge. So, in other words, life is good.

I just endured another birthday. Not that the getting old is bothering me, but I finally managed through blistering sarcasm and mockery to convince my children to no pay any attention to the date. I have had enough birthdays that celebrations are no longer required.

Birthdays should be celebrated for children. My grand-daughters birthday is treated much in the same way as Mardi Gras. I am happy with this. But the trouble is that folks who emphasize birthdays and the resultant gift receipts are probably just fishing to make sure that they stay on the gravy train of attention and gifts.

Nope, it is my feeling that birthdays get dealt with the same way as christmas. There isn't a Santa Claus or Birthday fairy. At age eleven you get a cake and a present and you deal. Stretching it beyond that is plain foolish.

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I have been stuck at home for a couple of days now. The current buzzword for "lots of rain" in the Pacific Northwest is "atmospheric river". It has been dumping rain here. I suppose that if I were a real Pacific Northwesterner, I would "damn the torpedoes" and don layers of raingear and savor those rainy moments.

Fuck that!

So I am inside more than is my preference. So lets talk about isolation in the modern world.

At my age, isolation is not the huge deal that it was in my salad days. Truth be told, isolation is preferred about ninety percent of the time. So there is an approximate 2 hour window every day where I do enjoy human interaction. It doesn't have to be much, a phone call or a greeting during a walk or a conversation with a neighbor while getting the mail does me just fine. But serious rain does limit the opportunities for these interactions.

I still kind of wonder about the place of conversations in settings like the one we are reading. I am enough of a geezer to remember sending and receiving physical mail and how important that was in maintaining connection. In the infantry, "mail call" was an important time and letters were cherished (or feared, depending on the correspondent). But they were always an important tie to the outside.

I was (am?) a science fiction junkie. But the sheer number of wannabe science fiction writers. I have been pondering an old Isaac Asimov tale "The Naked Sun". How much of the semi-isolation of communication via the internet is "good" for a person? This simple question then expands into something that was brought to my attention: What are the implications of folks using what is laughably referred to as "artificial intelligence" as a cope for lack of interpersonal communication?

Big can of worms there, I think that it might even require a formal sit down and ponder month.

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Sorry that I haven't been posting lately. It is just I got nothing to say while waiting for shoes to drop.

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In the morning following my wake up and my body slowly and a little painfully getting up to speed (and that speed is slow) my process consists of drinking coffee and trying to kick-start my cranial neurons. While the caffeine is taking effect, I usually peruse what is referred to as "the news".

Today was no different. But for some odd reason, a not particularly good song from the '80's wandered unwelcome into my brain while I was perusing the antics that constitute "the news". I think that this trite little title is the core of the matter. While everyone does, they usually want change in order to cement what they feel is their rightful privilege. You see, that is the root cause of the problem.

I am going to ponder this for a bit. In the end, it all comes down to what you feel is the critical core of human society. I tend to think that the vast majority of folks out there feel their individual needs are that core.

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Nihil nos iuvat, ut opinor, [ad beate vivendum] scientia, nisi forte ad hoc ipsum, ut sciamus nihil nos iuvare. Quid enim prodest, si te scire omnia ad beatam vitam pertinentia scias, cum interea non videas quid agas? ... An tu existimas nostram aetatem, cui fatum est sic ruere, ut caelum in nos cadat et nos illos caeli ruinas patiamur, ..."

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Got out and about a little bit yesterday. I am working on getting out after a period of being a sluggard, I suppose that mentally I usually take a while to mentally adapt to the days growing ridiculously short. This set of blah's is set into overdrive by the change in daylight savings time and then a couple of weeks after that I manage to claw my way out of the doldrums.

So I am getting ready for a 10:00 AM start of a brisk waddle around the neighborhood. This activity is helped along by caffeine and raingear. Maybe today I will wander down to the local bagel stand and see what they have in the day-olds. They aren't the best bagels in the world, but they are better than the ones that come from Walmart. I would be happy if someone here in puddletown would actually make boiled bagels, but the uppity white people here would probably turn up their noses after being fed the fiction that the mini bread rolls with a hole are actually bagels.

That's the day here, I got nothing else exciting

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I am always worried that one of these pieces that I dash off in the morning while drinking my coffee will drift into the realm of whining. I am overall pretty content with my life and much of the time I am relieved that I managed to avoid (or, being realistic, it avoided me) the curse of success in America.

I suppose that my expectations have never been all that high. When they were at their highest, I was not any more happy than I am today. I really don't own any more than I did when I was living in the dorms at the U. of Utah in the early seventies and I was just about content then just like I am just about content now.

Ambition and expectations change over the years. Much of it is situational and transient. I genuinely wonder how much of the dissatisfaction with "your life" has in it as a source a perceived requirement from a person that you used to be.

For your viewing pleasure (disgust? Kinda depends.) this was last night's dinner, fried bologna sandwich grilled with swiss cheese on homemade bread washed down with a cold Coors. The cup was from tea earlier in the day (you can still see the "clampy thingy"). The little bowl is my incense bowl filled with white sand..

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I suppose on of the things that annoy me about any "serious" post concerning "serious" subjects like finance or weather is that the persons writing the piece treat the graphs like sales tools instead of means to accurately convey information. Simply put, they use the Y-axis to make a sale for their way of thinking by limiting the amount of information conveyed/

Consider this little post over at Twitter (BTW, I refuse to call it X: to understand see this post).

Look carefully at the axes. The 36 month X-axis makes me suspicious in the first place. Why was this period chosen? If we are attempting to place where we are in the decline of the preferred human environment, The first CERES satellite was launched in 1997. I think that a a three year period out the the nearly 30 years of data collection is suspect.

The Y-axis is even more interesting. Again, you have to consider this in relationship to the X-axis, Is the left end of the graph a temporal Maximum and we are working from there. Or has it been a steady decline over the 28 years of data collection? For that matter, what datasets are being actually analyzed?

Look, I am not saying that the data is wrong, but it really seem to me that the data is incomplete and presented in a way to support a claim (read here: Sales) rather than giving the reader a full understanding of long-term climate trends. Three years and 0.65% might be significant, but I cannot make a judgement from the data presented.

I am convinced that climate change has an anthropomorphic element. But unless the people trying to educate start giving complete and accurate information, their current cherry-picking of data and deliberate efforts to frighten will allow the people with different opinions to further undermine decisions.

(Side Note: I cropped the photo below, both X and Y-axis. But I did so to show the goddamn squirrel trying to guilt me out for inadequate peanuts, you don't need my window frame to convey that. It is not dissimilar from that which the "scientist" above did with the data presented but I felt in this case you needed a unnecessary warning)

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So crows are hanging around for the winter which is their normal routine. I will be ordering peanuts for their dining pleasure (the jays are welcome as well, but they are much more obnoxious, especially the pretty-boy steller's). I have been taken to task for feeding them cheap Wal-Mart peanuts in the shell. The bird weirdo's that take umbrage at my feeding them cheap peanuts feel I should purchase for-purpose organic peanuts because the poor birds deserve only the best. They come nearly unglued when I tell them sometimes I feed the birds salted peanuts. These are a huge hit and disappear incredibly fast, the squirrels who share the feast uninvited seem especially taken. I figure if the salt hasn't killed me, it won't kill the boidies.

For the small birds this year, I have decided that they will only get suet blocks. It isn't that I am cheap, but all the different "sparrows" (chickadees, juncos, sparrows, finches, etc) are a bunch of slobs. If I put out seed, most of it seems to end up on the ground beneath the feeder. While I am certain that something eats the fallen seed, I don't really want mice and other rodents taking advantage. It is bad enough with the goddamn squirrels.

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