8:00 Saturday Morning

Saturday morning and and I am just waking up and warming up to the day.  Can't say as I am thinking any deep thoughts as yet.  The way that my brain today seems to be operating such a thing might not be in the realm of possibilities this morning. 

Still feeling antsy and needing to put on my travelling shoes.  I guess I am in the worst of mental places in a lot of ways.  Treasuring the personal connections, friendships, and loves I have spent the last twenty years developing but feeling that the place where all these people are located is becoming worse and worse for my soul.

I will spend the weekend thinking about this.  I am not certain that I will be coming up with an answer though.